tweaking n tuning

blending n coloring has been the order of the day

rejections, dejections

approvals n disapprovals have always been right there

what happened to it?

why didnt you see it?

How did u do it?

when exactly is it?

oh the questions and curses keep flying around

thats so nice of you!

how wonderful it is!

could you plz do me a favour?

oh him! he knows nothing at all other than showing off!!!

hence the day goes on

monday comes

monday goes

tuesday comes

tuesday goes

and the time just goes

and then friday comes

I did this! i did that!

oh this? i can do it on monday!

will they notice? who cares they already left for the day!!

time to wind up

n get unwinded

saturday n sunday

there has never been a better day

here they come

here they go

before u realise you lived through the day

look whoz around the corner....oh its monday!

tweaking n tuning

blending n coloring has been the order of the day................

have u ever been in a situation like this... u have a head ache n its already very late in the night. u need to get up early the next day morning but u r not able to sleep.
the only sound u would hear is the tick tick tick tick of the wall clock....
the oblivious sound of the harmless wall clock...tick tick tick tickthe rhythm of now pounding head...tick tick tick tick

the beats of the present marching into the past...tick tick tick tick
the rustle of breathing of the morning ready to ambush....tick tick tick tick
the rumble of war of the restless mind with the now tired body... tick tick tick tick
the creaking of rusty clogged wheels in some remotest corner of the brain...tick tick tick tick
the bustle of thoughts popping plotting n scheming about ways to sleep longer trow...tick tick tick tick
what would u do...to stop that ticking in ur head? how long will u let it go on for?????
if i were u...i would pull down the clock, remove its batteries, take an Aspirin n go back to sleep :P

i pour my heart into u

keep it safe from the prying eyes

i leave my soul in ur guard

do not but reveal it to its true master

these are not just mere words

these are not just any pen strokes

they bring in color and emotions into your otherwise lifeless pages

they add feelings and sensations to your stolid presence

keep them safe from the prying eyes

do not but reveal them to their true master

the day so far has been surreal.... reality knocks on my senses once in a while but again im back to my dreamy world where people are talking n laughing n im responding as expected but it feels like my mind is far away in some distant land than here. i once watched this stuff on discovery channel abt out of body experiences where the soul of the person floats out of their body n its hovering some where on top n looking at things happening around. i think i have an inkling as to how that might feel like now...it must b something like this...only difference being im still in possession of my body though i still cant explain whats going on inside it....some strange vibrations are pulsing through my body...feels as though something is changing inside. i still look the same but i dont feel the same any more. there is some aura building around my body giving it a different shape n feel but not visible to the naked eye. u have to b me to know what im talking about...actually even i donno what im talking abt. im just trying to give some shape in the form of words to all the sensations n feelings n emotions growing inside like a tiny water bubble but only growing in diameter even now as im talking abt it. i donno how far that bubble can stay in tact...i can sense its growing restlessness ready to burst out into millions of tiny water droplets. this is strange, this is new... like something latent has been activated n i never even knew of its existence before. there seems to b an inbuilt simulation machine which is recreating the sensations at its own accord. my own body feels strange to me...the more i think abt it the more worried im.... let the surreality be real.... let the dream like feel be just a feeling... let it not b that the bubble bursts n i wake up to a whole different world where this never happened. i want to b part of this evolution n know where it leads me n what i would b by the end of it. let this not end .... not yet

sleep well my prince...

may the stars shine bright to keep the darkness away from you

and the moon watch over your dreams n make them pleasant for you

let the sweetest of your smile dance on your lips even in your deepest slumber

and your tired eyes find peace in the beautiful lands they wander

let all the tiredness leave your body n float into the distant sky

that when tomorrow shines upon your open eyes

may your heart be warmed with the strength of the stars and the wisdom of the moon

and you greet the sun with a smile and say to the world.. the day is mine..

sleep well my dearest prince...

i'l always be there for you