the day so far has been surreal.... reality knocks on my senses once in a while but again im back to my dreamy world where people are talking n laughing n im responding as expected but it feels like my mind is far away in some distant land than here. i once watched this stuff on discovery channel abt out of body experiences where the soul of the person floats out of their body n its hovering some where on top n looking at things happening around. i think i have an inkling as to how that might feel like now...it must b something like this...only difference being im still in possession of my body though i still cant explain whats going on inside it....some strange vibrations are pulsing through my body...feels as though something is changing inside. i still look the same but i dont feel the same any more. there is some aura building around my body giving it a different shape n feel but not visible to the naked eye. u have to b me to know what im talking about...actually even i donno what im talking abt. im just trying to give some shape in the form of words to all the sensations n feelings n emotions growing inside like a tiny water bubble but only growing in diameter even now as im talking abt it. i donno how far that bubble can stay in tact...i can sense its growing restlessness ready to burst out into millions of tiny water droplets. this is strange, this is new... like something latent has been activated n i never even knew of its existence before. there seems to b an inbuilt simulation machine which is recreating the sensations at its own accord. my own body feels strange to me...the more i think abt it the more worried im.... let the surreality be real.... let the dream like feel be just a feeling... let it not b that the bubble bursts n i wake up to a whole different world where this never happened. i want to b part of this evolution n know where it leads me n what i would b by the end of it. let this not end .... not yet